Confession. I have neglected my blog for a long time because I feel like I can only post on here if I have a perfectly composed piece that will wow everyone. Ok, maybe even just wow myself and my friends. Does that go along with my mission of living and sharing the small moments? Definitely not.
This year I am working on an attitude change. I am still living the small moments and stopping and paying attention, but I am not fulfilling my dream of sharing with others so that they can be inspired to do the same. So that they will not have learn the hard way just how important it is to stop and be in the moment.
Daily I walk the the fine line with chronic illness where the treatment could kill me but to not be treated would equal a miserable quality of life. Life is way to short to have regrets, to worry about what’s next. Believe me, I have regrets and I am anxious about the future…I’m not perfect. For me to truly slow down and rest and see what is around me is really hard because I am a planner and a doer. I have had enough wake up calls lately to stop me in my tracks and see what is important. I’ll keep drifting from that and I’ll keep making myself come back to it, and that is ok.
I hope you will come back as I share more this year.